Love a sweet four letter word which has, may be four thousand meanings to diferent people, at different ages, at different moods with different people. For me it was attraction towards Soumya in 8th grade, Suneeta during 9th grade, Sangeeta during 10th grade (somany names staring with S's but no1 said an Yes when I proposed), Madhuri during 11th grade, a 28 year lady in my opposite house. My choices kept on changing as I grew up. The list dint stop there. In fact the rate increased frm annual changes to half yearly updates in my choices, Riddhi in first sem of B.tech, Mourya in da 2nd sem, Anila in da 3rd sem, Chaitra in da 4th sem, Deepa in da fifth sem.... as da list was continuing slowly I felt tht I was getting clarity of what love is, the difference among love,liking,attraction and mere infatuation. Slowly after people putting forward their views, ideas and experiences, I cud figure out what is whattt.
I realized that the word "LOVE" is a big word which has a greater meaning in itself. So I defined it in my own way, by linking all da words I know. Loving something, what ever it may be, according to me is, "not doing it just for da heck of it or because you are attarcted, as it wont work for long. Do it coz you enjoy it, to da fullest. Every time you do it, you love it more, your dearness towards it/him/her increases. You can do anything for the one you love." May be you fell like these are somewhat heard before. May be or may be not, bt this my way.
People I love da most and things I would like to do. My brother Raghu, I love him da most on this earth, during our childhood we fought a lot, complainted on each other. But now I miss him a lot. My grand papents. Listening to the stuff Naresh speaks, naresh - my friend but he talks to me when we both sit, he doesnt talk as he does normally, his talk sounds matured, tells me most of the things, trusts me. Talking to Pavan and Naresh, pavan is one other whom I love a lot, if we love some1 we will express it in some way or the other but I till now never find a way express how much I like him or love him. My day with out him is completely blank, every day after waking up what I do first is to search for him...donno y?? bt wants to see him... wants him beside me, may be I feel strong, gr8 to have such a good friend. Next comes my chut.. sry... sweet fren Havish, hes very trust worthy, we cant say why we like some1, its a feeling you have in yourself, may be you fell secure with him, hes trust worthy, hes da same as you are.... all these are applicable to Havish. Playing with the dude, our dudum. Hes one fat fluffy funny guy. Hes sooo innocent, I wud love takin care of him.
Last but the very important thing I love the most to do, a superb combo, you may give a try if you want. I promise you, you ll surely enjoy this. Smoking a ciggy in your left hand, sipping a cappucino coffee in your right hand and listening to "Beatles" songs.....wah kya majaa hai... I love it and I enjoy it a lot, leaves all my tensions. Beatles band are oh my god, they are Gods at those, each and every song has an impact on you, they ll change you to good mood n bring you to gr8 spirits, even how bad you are feeling. I am one great, greater, greatest fan of Beatles. I love pavan for 1 more reason, he introduced to Beatles music.
Till now when ever I look at a beautiful girl or a girl of my expectations, I wonder do I like her, love her or attracted, but I slowly comes to my own definition of Love, matches, compares does all sort of things and the funny thing is I cudnt arrive at a conclusion in the context of a girl. Ah! regarding my list it dint stop, it never stopped, had started when was in 8th grade, many unproposed, unaccepted, untold, unrevealed..... but I never get disheartened.... am still going.... gogogo....